You've got to live it now

Have i already written in English here?
so... i don´t know why i´ll do it today!

i´m happy!! just trying to be more like me and be less like the society... i wanna make the difference, i wanna be the difference... you know what i mean? don´t try to understand, just live your life and set me free and you´ll meet a better Carla ever! (isso tá certo?? preciso de um Oxford!)
Enough!! Never happy, not satisfied always complains for nothing, hopes and dreams are fading away! you should open your mind to your dreams, loves, plans!It's not hard to figure it out!! There's no doubt, you'll find a way like i found, live the moment, each and every day...